You can tell who your God is by how much time you spend with Him, and how casual your relationship has become. When they asked Jesus to make the kingdom appear, He said they had it all wrong: you are the seeds of the kingdom, and it comes forth out of you, not down out of the sky. It is not the trial that discourages you; it is the moment you look away from who He is. God has given you all things that pertain to life, so let the kingdom burst forth from the inside out.